Buki-Buki Payo!

Yeah .. so.. I got soooo sick last night after Michael and I got off the phone (around 10:00). I laid there in bed until around 12:30, and it seemed like I just kept getting sicker and sicker, until it got to the point where it hurt my muscles to sit up or move around, and my body was very hot but I had like 4 blankets on me and couldn't seem to get warm. I was so cold my teeth were chattering.When I woke up this morning, it's like it's all gone. I'm just a little sick to my stomach, feel like I have a miniscule fever, and have this wierd feeling that I'm so weak I can't even pick up a piece of paper. It's like I'm straining my arms to type now. It's just wierd. I hope everything goes okay today.

Nyaahhhh...

Nyahhh.. I'm still so sickkk... I don't know what's wrong.We have no thermometers in this house.But I have to go to school tomorrow. There's too many things I have to take care of, on the school level and the personal level.Blah. *sniffle, hack, cough*

Sucre, Au chocolat, Au pommes, Au Glace, Au fruits ...

I wish I were back in France, oh yes oh yes..I am in serious need of some Crêpes and Chocolat chaud (kind of like hot chocolate only 50x better) ..yumm....But I must wait 107 more days .. *SIGH*

"C'est la Vie, I wanna be the best me I can be..!"

Wow.I went to Therapy today.. and.. I must say I was reluctant to go. A lot of stuff's happened in the past 2 weeks, and being sick in a few different ways, naturally I was not wanting to talk much.But.. I'm glad I went. It helped, a lot. I had a lot of things I needed help understanding.I'm actually happy, I think, despite my coughing and hacking.

Joyful Sleep-time

lol, Seems I can't even get away from some things while I sleep - I just end up dreaming about them!Oh well. :) At least I'm happy in my sleep.

"In this never-ending circle, I've been sheltering a Dream.."

Don't know what's wrong today. I thought I was fine.. thought I was fine..Got to school and then, I don't know. I got Morgan to sign off on my Social studies class next year, started walking down the hallway.. I started shaking and I've felt sick ever since. I left during my Study hall, I was with mommy Farman at the time. I think she could tell something was wrong, because she was kinda obvious at trying to cheer me up. She started talking to me about my birthday, and asked me if I wanted to go out to dinner with her that Friday. Last time we went out to dinner we went to this Indian restaurant called Shalimar on Hurstbourne LN. I love being with her, she makes me happy. I can always smile for her.. except for today. Today I didn't feel like it was physically possible to smile for some reason.If Michael'd talked to me, I would've tried to smile too, but .. I don't think I could've.Eden has no Valentine for Valentine's day. Eden has absolutely no plans this weekend. *sigh* I think that hurts more than anything else. That makes the third year in a row.So French club is tomorrow, and I decided to buy everyone things to make Mardi Gras masks (I'm president of the French club, for those who didn't know), and so that may be fun. Farman told me Max's taking pictures, I guess I'm gonna have to try to look somewhat nice.. lol. NAHS is having their yearbook photo taken tomorrow during French club..and.. that's bad. I asked Alford about when she thought it would be, and she said to ask Mrs. Kandle. That was the last thing I wanted to do this morning.I wore my glasses today for the first time in a while. I never wear them because I don't think they look good on me, they just happened to match what I was wearing today. My left eye's kind of lazy, so I if I just look through that eye, everything's all fuzzy. My right eye's good enough to see for both, so I don't think I need my glasses but supposedly if I wear them long enough my eye's supposed to get better.Now what to do the rest of the day .. Hrm.. lay around, perhaps?